TO MEMENG ^^

I'm in a complicated status now and it's different and the same. It's wonderful and yet I still grieve in small ways for my old life. I miss old ones, but I also feel completely at home here. And I guess that's the way it was meant to be.

I was a child of a mismatched realationship and you would have thought that experience would have been enough to sway me, but it wasn't. The desire to be loved is powerful. The God-placed yearning for a partner can sometimes make you forget who exactly you are yearning for.

I'm so glad that I was reminded and that I woke up and finally heard it.